Daddy n Mummys' Little Girl

daddy n mummys' little girl.
rite. datz me.
i thought im brave enuf 2 overcome,2 face all de problems.. but, sometimes, i really nid some hugs, some advices from ppl.
the most is i nid hugs.
last nite, i really wished dad n mum at here. i want 2 hug them. i nid them as my energy. i want 2 call dem 2 share wad i've been through, but im afraid.. afraid they would be worried. n i dun want them worry about me.
i dun wan because of me,they force themselve 2 come here. i dun want, i dun wish.

this semester, i went through many obstacles. n i nvr go through it before. feel so tired. but i knw, God must have His own plan 4 me.
He wants me 2 be brave. He wants 2 teach me how 2 deal wif all de obstacles.

Nw, im lost. i want "de end of de problems".
PLZ teach me how 2 solve de prob w/o hurting anyone.
i ever read an article.. when u got prob, DUn angry wif GOD, dun push all de faults 2 GOD, but ask Him, debate wif Him, ask His opinion.
From here, i concluded, no matter wad prob we face,we shud have "FAITH IN GOD". Mayb God cant give wadever we want, BUT HE PROMISED BLESS 4 US.

Derz many feeling in my heart and ppl around me. Some of dem supported me, some of dem despised me, some of dem angry wif me, some of dem sympathize wif me. i knw,every move i take,will hurt some ppl. datz why, im so confused. BUT,I dun nid ppl sympathize me. i dun wan.

LAST, i made a decision, which gud 4 many ppl, n hurted 3 persons.
i really dun hav any solutions anymore.. reality made me 2 do dat.
yes. reality is heartless but i knw its de best way.
i made commitment 2 myself:
"be brave. not everyone can agree wif our thinking, but most importantly, we didnt do sometink shameful or sometink bad. we did it 4 everyone's sake. U juz nid 2 pray, seek 4 God's power n guidance. DUn nid 2 bother wad others said bout u. Juz let dem mistaken u.. Let the time tells everything. Let time heals everything. Everything has its time."